Confuse

I don't know what was my fault, until you hate me like that. You tell me, when we still be a relationship, you never love me! Never! You just played me like a doll :'/ I should hate you, but why is even opposite? You're always mocking me. I was always wrong in ur eyes. I never know what you want from me. If i make a mistake to you, forgive me.
I just want to be a friend. Nothing more! If i know the end like this, better I never like you! I know i'm not perfect, i know i'm sucks, but i never bother you, why you always bothering me?
If you not going to forgive me, you better stay away from me, I'm also going away from you. Thanks